i think it's a good idea to chat about real-life issues on this section of the forum. we are all human and have lives outside of the insect realm
let's hope nobody says this is an out-of-line topic because i have seen topics here about cancer and diabetes and other stuff. depression and anxiety are just as valid illnesses.
sleep has always eluded me. i have had phases where i only slept 2 or 3 hours a week. it started when i was super little and just got up with the sun. then i'd go to bed at 11, then midnight, then 1 or 2am
then when my anxiety got super bad i would lie awake in bed for most of the night. traquilizers dont work on me. my mother has bad insomnia and takes a high dose of sleeping pill. i'm afraid to start sleeping pills because i'm afraid of weight gain and i think sleeping pills cause that since they slow your metabolism. my ssri has already made me pack on a few pounds and while it has reduced my depression and anxiety (especially in the summer months-i use a higher dose in winter and then reduce it in april or may), i really try to watch my figure
it's not fun. ive tried sleeping by taking extra otc painkillers to klonk out, and then i got an ulcer! i have tried CO2. i'm usually tired from lack of sleep. i cope by living on caffiene. i drink 5 cups of coffee a day and i sometimes have a caffiene tablet or an energy drink with it.
while i can't condone breaking the law i should quickly state i know a bunch of people who smoke weed before bed and it helps them sleep really well. we really need to legalize this stuff.
anyways, i do a few things to help me sleep, mostly involving bluelight filters. i installed an app on my phone to block extra blue light and i activate it a few hours before bed. i stay off computers after 7pm too.