Just a little heartsick, love lost, and miserable piece I had written some time ago, but thought I'd share.
FOREVER ALONE
by: Scott Patrick Struyk
You know how much I love you
It's disturbing to think it doesn't matter
I see in your eyes, I hear in your voice
It is here, it is now...it means nothing
Why do I wait for your understanding
I ask myself if it is beyond yours
From what I see, it is worth it
From what I know, it is futile
I wish love ended as quickly as it's started
A, "Hello, I love you" it needs translation
Where are you willing to go?
Does how far depend on me?
As I sit here in my room
I am very alone
As I sat with you in your living room
We were so much more
You haven't made my life what it is
You seem to have made it what it was
I cling to the past, like I used to hold you
As if letting go would be death
Like always, my arms too frail
To accept me and only me
Like always, your arms too strong
To hold only one, not accepting yourself
Forever alone...