Peter Clausen, owner of this forum and Bugs in Cyberspace has sold this pretty roach in the past. He isn't advertising them now (I just checked his website) but you might want to drop him a line. He is very helpful. Perhaps you already know that these critters are native to texas, so you might be able to snag some wild ones. The males are easy to spot because the color of their cowboy hats matches the border of the tegmina.