Lost my brother today.

[hibiscusmile]

My oldest bro, at 63 has been living a miserable life the last few, maybe 10 years. He had a bad heart, diabetes, and failing kidneys. He was in and out of the hospital all year, the last few months he has been retaining water, and dialasis, was not removing it, I stopped between jobs yesterday and hubby and I spent about 3 hrs with him and his wife. Today at 3:30 pm I got a call from my sister saying he had a massive heart attack and died during the dialasis. This was a beautiful man, almost 6' and 260lbs of muscle and love. He loved karate, boxing, motorcycles and cooking, he also loved his family, and as big as he was, he was a bigger sweetie! The world is a much lonely place tonight while heaven and mama are rejoicing at his homecoming. As Jesus said on the cross " today you will be with me in paradise" .

If you dont see much of me this week , u will know why. I love him and will miss him, but am at rest right now knowing he is out of pain.

 

[agent A]

Oh yikes, so sorry to hear

Now I feel bad abt sending u that email with the video of me describing a molting creo as "the odd and inevitable"

Poor guy, only 63 and only got to enjoy 53 years of it

Such a shame

Makes u really appreciate the good in your life

 

[MantidLord]

I'm sorry for your loss Rebecca. My prayers are with you and your family.

 

[lunarstorm]

Sorry to hear this Rebecca, condolences to you and yours.

 

[sporeworld]

Poor thing. My heart goes out to you.

 

[patrickfraser]

May he rest in peace. It is difficult to lose a sibling. God bless you and your family in this difficult time.

 

[gripen]

So sorry to hear this. Take it easy for the next few weeks.

 

[Bryce08]

sorry to hear that....at least now you know hes doing much better than he was here...think of it that way

 

[CoolMantid]

I am sorry for your loss. My heart is reached out for you

 

[Mvalenz]

I'm sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you and your family.

 

[twolfe]

Rebecca, I'm so sorry for your loss.

 

[Jerryquis]

My deepest condolences goes out to you and your family.

 

[jcal]

Sorry for your loss

Rip

 

[dlemmings]

wow!

I lost my father in a similar way. no words for you except so many of us here feel for you and yours there. I pray for a spirit of peace and relief on you and your family. press on and know that you and we are not alone.

 

[nicoledougherty]

So so sorry to hear about your loss. Our prayers are with you during this difficult time.

 

[Rick]

Sorry to hear. Condolences to you and your family.

 

[hibiscusmile]

Thank you all so much, reading your wishes makes me cry again, but I am thankful for your love and support, I wanted to post a couple pictures of him. One is at his daughters wedding and the other is him in his driveway, he could not do much walking due to what the sugar did to his legs, but he could still paint up till about nov when he lost sight in one eye, this is his artwork on his garage door. He did still try to draw some, he was also making building out of paper machae and was going to show me how. One day if I get some pictures of them I will post them, they were really weird, he made buildings for monsters to climb around on like in comic books, some were leaning sideways and some were just long and leary! He had great talent, his sister had none!

 

[agent A]

Wish my garage is like that lol

Such talent, just gone like that, so very sad.

 

[angelofdeathzz]

My heart goes out to you and your family Rebecca. :flowers: